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So remember that I told you about my first true love? And that I had been e-mailing her? Well forget all of that. We had exchanged a few e-mails catching up on our respective lives. Then she sent me an e-mail saying that he and her family would be taking a two week vacation and that she couldn't be able to respond to any e-mail for a short time. Today I got an e-mail from her that she feels it would be for the best if we stopped communicating.
Swa? I don't know what happened over that vacation but I hope that everything is ok with her and her family. In retrospect, I didn't really consider that me showing up out of nowhere could be a bad thing. I thought that it would be nice to be able to be in contact again. I mean, hey, how could anyone get too much of ME in their life? But in reality, I can see that people may like to have certain doors to the past stay closed. So as excited as I was to see and talk to here again, it probably was a mistake to get in contact with her again. I wish her all the best, but I don't think she and I will be talking that much again. It is a shame because she was such a big part of shaping who I am as a person today, but I want her (and her family) to be happy and healthy. So if not talking to me allows her and her family to be happy, then I do my best to be not talked to by her. What the hell kind of sentence was THAT? What I mean is that sometimes the past should stay in the past and everyone should be allowed to explore their future without their past coming back to surprise them.
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